I know that it's been a long time since I updated this so called blog,but you can't blame me,been going through a lot over the past few weeks...I did my best to look happy when I wasn't coz I didn't want to spoil the day for everyone or anyone...
The worst thing that happened was the death of my great grandmother(father's side)...on that day itself(Friday) I wasn't planning to attend school but I didn't saw this one coming...That day was a bit weird I woke up that morning with an aching head,it felt as if someone knocked me from behind.It didn't end there,after my dad sent my siblings to school,he gave my mum and I an urgent call he said that my great grandmother fell in the toilet.To be honest,this wasn't the first time but it sounded quite different.He told us to go to her(great granmother) house.When we got to the lift lobby,my aunt was crying,she kept saying "she's gone she's gone"..from there,we were sure that something bad had happen.By the time we stepped into the house,we were too late,she was gone.What was left was just her body,soaked.My parents went in and began crying.I stood by the door took a quick glance and went to the couch.I was 'paralyzed' couldn't move.While sitting there I noticed my tears flowing like a small river.I couldn't accept the fact that she was gone.The distance from my house to her's was only a few blocks but I didn't even visit her once.To shorten the story let's just say,I regretted not seeing her and the fact that she helped me a lot without asking for anything in return.Ever since that day,whenever I looked up at the sky I always think about her and now I'm better at controlling my emotions.
After the miserable day,I noticed that MYE was only a few weeks away.So I had to put aside my emotions and focus.Talking about Exams,mine is over...Hooray! Unfortunately,results the next 'best' thing to NOT look forward to is up next.I'm pretty sure that I'm going to fail a lot this time...My worst paper has got to be my ART paper so gonna fail! My theme was RELAXATION...Sub ideas were Spa,Rest and a touch of Nature.I was actually going for the idea of Bad Ways to Chill...but when the cher saw drugs and smoking,he told me "you're not allowed to draw those things,the school doesn't allow" So I had no choice but to improvise and came up with the pathetic boring common idea.Nothing much to say we'll wait and see.
I'll end here for now...will update starting this WEEK so be patient! Anyway Bye Bye Cyaz!